sometimes in life i had found people that i cant live without
how they made my life meaningful
but not every one of them will stay forever in my life
why?
arent they the people i cant live without?
yeah, because by living with them make me feel hurted
the feeling that i didnt ask for, the feeling that is uninvited
i just dont know why
it is not my choice to do immature things
but i just cant control my feelings and emotions
i tend to do things that will make me feel less hurted
i know this is not their mistake nor mine
they have right to do what they want to do
i have right to do what i want to do
it is just my feeling that i didnt want to feel
it kills me inside
my heart breaks
maybe i can laugh and and smile in front of my family, my friends and people around me
they can see that im happy
but this matter was inside of me deeply kills my soul
i just want to be happy, befriend of anyone and enjoy my life
but i dont know why this feeling come
i dont want to feel this pain anymore
im tired and trying to fight with this feeling
but i just cant
i already get enough of it and all i know i need to do is to let go
